It's tough to take, losing the Ashes. It's bitterly disappointing.
I have no real desire to play Test cricket, and the reason I lost this desire was because I was not selected consistently for Test matches.
Once again our cricketers have flattered to deceive in Australia.
I hate when a batsman plays a pull shot off my bowling.
I wanted to bat for the England cricket team. I was quite good at cricket. But then I kept getting out for low scores. It turned out I didn't have the talent.
I have had a fulfilling career for Pakistan, although our poor performance in the 2007 World Cup would remain the lowest point of my career.
Throughout my career, we beat India in many matches, but for some reason, we never managed to get the better of them in World Cup matches, and it remains a disappointment for me.
As a cricketer and captain, the lowest has the 2013 World Cup as it happened in India. Being the host team, we couldn't qualify for the Super Six and it was a big platform to do well and showcase women's cricket.
