I have very, very strong obsessive-compulsive issues. I'm very particular.
I don't make any sense: I'm a germaphobe, but I'm really messy.
I love watching documentaries on people like 'clean freaks,' because it's just so interesting to me for some reason.
I'm a freak of neat. The kitchen has to be clean.
I was always incredibly obsessed with germs and cleaning and taking shower after shower after shower. Even when I was very young, I wouldn't tie my shoelaces because they had touched the ground. I had continuous repetitive thoughts that I couldn't get past. As a child, my mind was a lot busier than I was.
I got married at 17, had three kids by the time I was 24, and have never had much time alone. I never had time to develop hobbies. Now, if I have nothing to do, I just find myself cleaning drawers incessantly.
If I see something dirty or untidy, I have to clean it up.
Every time I pass a litter box I clean it.
I'm OCD beyond comparison.
I couldn't sleep for nights on end, as my brain felt like there were thoughts colliding within it; I obsessed over small details, from saving pennies and polishing each one of them to washing my clothing over and over in the washing machine.
