Ashnikko Quotes

I didn't really want to live, so anything that was an investment in time made me angry... but also I just felt sad. When the hopelessness is hurting you, it's the fixtures and fittings that finish you off.

A sad soul can kill quicker than a germ.

I felt like I was the only person on the planet with this 'thing called depression', and I remember being frightened. I was knocked out and dopey, and I cried all of the time.

My friends freaked out when I posted 'I'll Never Be Able To Love' on Facebook.

Elaine is just in pain. I think Elaine has become very, very sad woman. She is someone who is in deep need of many hours of analysis and I like to think that I'm not that type of person.

I end up doing selfies 'cause I am so sad.

My latest tendency is to collapse about 11:00 and with the tears flowing from my eyes or the gin rising to their level and leaking over, and tell interested friends or acquaintances that I haven't a friend in the world and likewise care for nobody.

Yes, there was something special about me, and I knew what it was. I was the kind of girl they found dead in a hall bedroom with an empty bottle of sleeping pills in her hand.

There's nothing like unrequited love to take all the flavor out of a peanut butter sandwich.

I get so lonely sometimes, I could put a box on my head and mail myself to a stranger.

I was a really, really depressed kid.

I thought about dying whenever I got bad news about other people.

I have the true feeling of myself only when I am unbearably unhappy.

My childhood, I would say, was a bit sad. Society resents that.

I think that's very sad, that I haven't allowed my heart to be broken. I have broken a few.

People respond differently to people who are grieving. They reach out. But depression is so very isolating. It's hard to explain to anyone who has never been depressed how isolating it is. Grief comes and goes, but depression is unremitting.

Honest honey, I feel like crying every time I sit down to write you a letter... I am so unlucky.

Who is ever adequate? We all create situations each other can't live up to, then break our hearts at them because they don't.

I tried college for three months but I was desperately unhappy. I just wanted to perform. I was getting straight As but I had no friends and cried every day.

I didn't know my mother had it. I think a lot of women don't know their mothers had it; that's the sad thing about depression. You know, you don't function anymore. You shut down. You feel like you are in a void.

Sometimes I feel my whole life has been one big rejection.

But I was never, you know, when I see some kids today who are close to their parents, close to their friends... I think it's simply wonderful. I was not a happy kid. Back in those days, I remember the sick, gray days were better. Because when it was sunny I'd feel worse.

We all have times when we go home at night and pull out our hair and feel misunderstood and lonely and like we're falling. I think the brain is such that there is always going to be something missing.

I cry every chance I get.

I cry all the time.